besides the sweat, i mean. it's when you don't have natural ability.
a few days ago it was m's first half marathon. and she smoked me. she made running appear easy. while i am happy for her ...and her long gorgeous legs... i am jealous. she started running a month ago. one month. and she smoked me. easily.
i will be the first one to admit that i am inconsistent with training. but i should have the base and background to keep up with someone who started a month ago.
it is incredibly disheartening that i can't.