i want to do a race in all 50 states before i die.
knowing this, my friend t invited me to go with her to arizona to run a half marathon with her. i made my run schedule and i had just enough time to eek out 13 miles before the big day. i eagerly started training...
...and then i lost my motivation right before thanksgiving. today is my first day back to running. which would be no problem, except that the race is two weeks from today. obviously, i won't be ready.
why do i do this to myself? why?